I can’t believe this is my life, afraid to share good news, afraid to post my events, afraid to have my phone in normal ring tone. At this age of mine,I have come to the conclusion that I dealt with this manipulation for a long time. How crazy is this, this rollercoaster I have been living in for the pasts years it never seems to end, I am now being coarsed into doing something I never said that I could do, forced, manipulated in, those people with the same last name now all have the same speech, suddendly interested in my life, suddenly giving me ideas that I never asked for, suddenly suggesting I move out of my apartment , suddenly forcing me to do something I never said that I could do.

Every moved being watched, I notice these patterns when I find myself in the same room as them, suddendly all my family is mentioning this ‘well you work remote, it must be nice’ these people who never care where I work, never ask what I do and usually ignore all my fashion shows, suddenly have an interest or a comment on my daily life, you know is not good, you know the have been having conversations regarding me , ideas, scenerios suggestions about what I must do without asking me if I want to do that.

I have prayed more for protection this year more than ever, God keep me, God cancel any evil plan that rise up against me, I sense it in my spirit , they are planning and deciding my life. You should have heard my aunt’s voice rising up on the phone making suggestions , over talking to keep me from expressing myself, these people who I never bother now think and believe that they have every right in the book to tell me what I should do, coarsing me, manipulating me, full blown witchcraft changing the narrative to suggest I must do something I never ever said that I could do.

When people force you to do something you don’t want is called manipulation and also witchcraft. I try to stay away from my phone, worst when is faced up, on silent for days, every call is bad news, every call mentions my remote work, every call sounds so fake and intrusive, why you suddenly care how much I make uncle? why you suddenly care what car I drive, summing up my life, making calculations and suggestions without asking me if that is my desire…..